Even though I really should get my silly butt in bed, I feel the need to indulge my blogging obligation. First of all, if you have ever watched the Holiday, I must say that my relationship patterns tends to be the of Kate Winslet's character. Always the friend and on the unreciprocated end of the love deal. I think she describes it as being permanently disabled without the benefit of a sticker (or something to that affect). That's me - relationally dysfunctional.
Sweatbands. So I never really used them as..well let's be honest..I have not ever been the athletic kind..so no reason to and perhaps that is why I did not realize the function of the sweat armband. It is to wipe the sweat off of your forehead. What a concept! I guess I had just assumed it was a fashion thing..but never realized how very useful they could be..I need to get them for when I do work out. From what did this revelation occur? That would be while watching this season's especially trashy version of the bachelor. It keeps going down hill, yet I continue to watch..what is up with that?
Work-ugh. Thank goodness I am getting a break that is all I can say. I ended up being on call for mobile all this weekend..while trying to prepare for my trip. I have gotten called to the hospital 6 times..that is alot. Good money to do it, but frustrating when I have so much to do.
Why I am lazy and silly. I am not finishing the "I" in my class. There are many reasons, but the bottom line is that I haven't had the time recently to do it. I figured out how it will affect my GPA..it will drop it from a 3.96 to 3.8. Really at this point I do not care and if the occasion occurs where someone sees it then I will just have to explain that horrible grade on there. I don't have any desire to ever go back into academia and employers never as for a transcript so...I stink and disappoint myself, but I am not doing the paper. And my stress level dropped a huge amount after making that decision..if I could just quite beating myself up over it.
Ireland...I leave in 2 days. Wow. I am starting to freak out a bit. I have most of the hotels booked. I am super anxious about many things. Going alone...finding my way around..driving a car in another country...seeing old friends. Sigh. I am sure two days from now I will be quoting the holiday "I can do this. I can drive on the wrong side of the road and sit on the wrong side of the car." Wish me luck.