Yes...so I know I have been a huge slacker with the keeping everyone updated. Things have been overwhelming here. School...work..everything seems to be building up. I feel like I am just in a daze going from one place and one obligation to the other. I have started feeling better the past couple of days though and I think that some of my motivation is returning. I am not completely drowing in my school work or not going to work or anything like that...it just that the pressure of everything..including the day to day stuff has been alot for me to bear all of a sudden. It is hard to continuously be on top of my game.

I have some exciting news: I actually went to the grocery store! It had been 2 months...so this was quite the feat and a two hour excursion to Wally world. I purchased lots of healthy goods, and I will indeed start the cabbage soup diet for real this Friday. Now that I have purchased all the various ingredients..there is no backing out.

Miranda and Patrick are officially married. The wedding was beautiful. There was a bit of trauma the night before in that the people scheduled to decorate for the reception backed out the night before. Luckily someone randomly had gosamar in their basement and the family stayed up all night making the Armory ready for the reception. So, all and all it came together well and Miranda had a wonderful day.

Now I suppose I should go and pretend to focus in class...

Subject: Dreams and weariness

For the love..I can not figure out where my energy went!!! I know that stress can make you tired, but this ridiculous! Granted, some nights I have not gotten adequate sleep (i.e. Saturday, Tuesday night), but even when I do get like 9+ hours I am still exhausted. I need to start exercising..perhaps that would provide me with some energy.

Dreams...yes I have been experiencing this recurring dream about being forced to go back to high school. In the dream, no one will believe me that I had college degrees and insist that I have to go back to high school for a year. Part of the time they even make me ride the bus. I know this sounds funny, but the dream really is miserable. While I was in high school, it really was not so bad..but the thought of going back at the age of 24 and being forced to ride the bus everyday is horrible.:-) Hmm..so Freud..what does that dream mean?