I have been overwhelmed..and a bit depressed here lately...and today even sick. I woke up throwing up this am. So, I called into work. I didn't start feeling well till late afternoon. I always rant about the connection between emotional states and the body..and I am wondering if today wasn't a prime example of me just shutting down. I am overwhelmed with all the photography work that needs to be done. I am making progress..but I still have so much. On top of being drowning in the photography stuff..I am starting to doubt myself. I just haven't been greatly impressed with my stuff here lately..I feel like I am losing my creativity. And maybe I am in all the stress.

What I need: I need to be able to pursue the photography full time. I was talking to my dear cousin Miranda about how much I would love to have a house that was on some farm land to take pictures at. Ideally this farm would have a pond and a barn..and tall trees..tall trees where I could put a tire swing up..and a stream close by too. Really..is this too much to ask for?:-) I know it is. Perhaps I can place an add on match.com...seeking men with farms. You think that would work?

Pedicures. I have recently discovered the joy of pedicures. You just don't understand till you take the plunge. They are magnificent. I have had two in the past month..by occasion (first Stacey's wedding..then vacation). I wish I could get one every week! If only I were rich. And I don't think I can rationalize one in the winter..with the toes not being seen. However..at this rate 80s in October..we may not have a winter!

Britt, britt. So I have been feeling sorry for Britney Spears here lately. Love her heart. I know she has dug herself a hole..but we must remember that K Fed is not so wonderful himself. The difference is that he is listening to his people and she is not. I feel like she just needs a good friend to talk some sense in her. Anyways, I keep my fingers crossed that she will get her act together...hence she is now a top friend of mine on myspace. (Now that I have finished my nonsense rambling).

Dublin. It is driving me insane wanting to know who reads my blog in Dublin! If you would leave a comment or email me to indulge my curiosity it would make my day.

Love life. That would = nonexistent. Between hanging on by a thread I haven't had time to date or look. I admit that I need to move on because I still have lingering feelings for someone who...well just to clarify is not married..but not going to give more details than that for fear they may read the blog at some point. I really would like to lose some weight so I feel better about myself before I venture out into the scary world of dating again (and for me it can be scary..really..do I need to recap to prove my point?). Speaking of which...

Jenny. Me and Jenny Craig. Like two peas in a pod. Well...don't know about that..but I do eat alot of peas here lately. I weigh in tomorrow so we will see. I will let you know. I am posting some pics on my photo blog so you may want to check it out as well. (i.e. jessicacampbellphotography.blogspot.com).