So, I changed the title. Definitely doesn't sound as good, but let's be honest - I am well past mid-twenties, so I had to change the title accordingly. May change it again if I can actually come up with something clever. Any suggestions?As I was half asleep driving to work this am (my body does not agree with getting up at 6am) I had several suggestions. As I woke up, I realized that none of them really made any sense or were just depressing. Possible titles this morning were "maybe" - in honor of one of kelly clarkson's new songs that I enjoy, "just need to be loved" - again alongthe same lines, but just right out depressing, "wide turns" - because when I drive I tend to make too wide of turns..haha.., "life by the dumpster" - because I seem to park by the dumpster at work alot. See amusing really and they don't really make sense in the broad daylight. Maybe I could change it each day to fit my mood?

So, you know what I hate about getting up earlier than you are accustomed? That yucky feeling in the pit of your stomach. I am physically sick when I have to get up much earlier or when I haven't had enough sleep. Lucky me that today is a combination of both.

Career crisis. I am am having the where to go from here..where is my life going trauma at the moment. I really would like to do the photography full time..and it is truly getting too much to do just on the side..however it is scary on many levels. Financially, legal, etc., etc. I need so much more training I feel too..yet don't have the time. I really need to just have a part time job so I can pursue this more. Which leads me to...I have had some job interviews. I actually interviewed at Transy for a part time job, but didn't get a call back. I am beginning to think I simply suck at interviewing. Oh well.

If my life is ever made into a movie because I do something extraordinary or write a book or some tragic happens..then I think the music for this period of my life should be from the new Kelly Clarkson cd. I see it now..a clip of me driving in the car with words from "How I feel" coming from the speakers (a sort of tom cruise/free falling moment if you will). If you click on the link the third verse is particularly fun to sing at the moment. Yes, I guess I am bitter and jaded at the moment (as a old friend of mine who lives in another state would say).