At last I break my no blog streak. Why the absence? Well, I know that it seems that I tend to blog when I am down, so one may assume that everything has been peachy and everything has been so wonderful that I haven't had the need to blog. Um, no. Things haven't been horrible but I have been dealing with some of my personal battles over the last weeks and fighting a slight depression at times.

Overwhelmed. I guess I am getting a bit overwhelmed with everything I need to get done. I have recently done two weddings..some other events...trying to plan a trip to Ireland..and then there is this paper at school. You are no longer in school you may say. Yes this is true..but I have an incomplete that if I don't get the paper in soon..it will be a F. My hard earned GPA blown to bits over a class I didn't even need to take. Work has not stopped it seems. I need a vacation like tomorrow..it doesn't feel like I can make it till April. It will not let up and every day I wake up and have to battle myself to not call in.

27. I am now 27..doesn't that sound so much older than 26? I have been a bit emotional since my birthday I have realized. I mean really I am tearing up to "Something's Gotta Give" by Leann Rimes. I had a small breakdown on my birthday. Really I don't know what the big deal is. I should be proud of what I have accomplished in my life and other things will fall into place eventually..right? I had a nice time out to dinner with friends..but didn't quite make it out with the girls. I didn't make it out because I got upset over what to wear. Now guys out there reading this may thing I am crazy, but a few of you girls I am sure will understand. Nothing looked right and I am so sick with how I look..I got upset..and then couldn't go out.

Hence...1300 calories is the new goal for each day. I am trying hard to watch calories and increase the working out. I had a really good workout tonight which made me feel better.