So..here's your funny image of the night: me decked out in my strawberry longjohn pjs dancing around the house with my ipod on. Yes..what an ipod commercial that would make. Jamming to my "man hating" music. Today has felt like a long day. I worked..then came home and crashed for a bit. I really did not want to get up, but made myself get up after 9..thought about sleeping through till morning. Basically I had some stuff to do for supervision. I am going to finish up some reading and actually crash again soon. I really wanted to call my friend that I am not allowed to talk to today. First time I have cried in quite a few days was today on the way home. It just struck me how much I wanted to call someone and how not fair it is. Of course I didn't as the numbers are taken hostage (just kidding..I gave the numbers over). I want to follow through with this to show that I can actually keep my word and try to do what is best for me. What's best is not always easy though is it? I miss him.

As my students loans go into payment this month and I am now paying for supervision...money is more tight. Therefore I have been making cuts. Again, I have said there are some things that you can go with the generic brand and some things you can't. I have downgraded my toliet paper and perhaps this was not a smart move. Since I downgraded to the 99 cents stuff...first I seem to be having to buy it much more often and I use more of it. I may have to upgrade again. Kaden will not eat generic treats..so I can't save money there either. Really I have several other brands...but the only thing he will eat is Beggin' Strips. He will sniff and walk away from anything else. For the love.

V-day is approaching. Perhaps I will host a girls night...I mentioned it to one friend. I really don't know anyone else who would come though..everyone else would have plans I suppose. Well, I have music line-up already..just go to work-out music on my ipod. Speaking of which, really I must force myself to go tomorrow. I will keep you posted on that.