New schedule, new hours. It is going well so far I think. My stomach doesn't ache so much in the mornings, although I don't feel like I am getting enough sleep. Why you ask? Am I not going to bed early enough? I suppose that part of it is that I am not getting into bed till around midnight, but another huge part of it is has to do with my dear lovely dog. Since my new schedule has started he has decided that he will not sleep in the bed. He jumps off and whines and jumps off and whines. Really, this is his way to get me to sleep on the couch and of course I cave because all I long for it sleep by that point. So I have slept every night on the couch this week..ugh.

I have a new favorite cologne for men. Realities. I love the scent! My crush from work wears it. So that of course leads to do I like the scent because it smells good or because he's wearing it..or should I say this is the question my coworkers asked. They insist if he was wearing manure..then I would still like it..haha. The ironic thing is that my "crush" whom I am also friends with..whom is now working in my office..is someone that I don't have a chance in the world with is wearing a cologne that makes me melt called "realities". Because the reality is that my crush is pointless.:-) Oh, well does there have to be a point in crushes? He is a hot, sincere, huge hearted, intelligent guy..who doesn't know he's all these things..so if anything he can give me hope in the male species.

Speaking of the male species. I really am sticking to this no guy thing..I have no guys in my life at all right now. Strangeness it is (that sounds very Yoda like doesn't it?). 6 days without talking to you know who. It is hard because he is/was (who knows that status) one of my best friends. You get used to sharing things with someone..and then are not there to share it with..it's hard. Funny how when something happens it doesn't seem real till you can share it with someone. Then it stinks because you can't share it with the one person you want to. Sigh. Life.