It is a nice day to stay in...so I am enjoying the day and just relaxing in a nice warm house. It has been a fairly busy week. Lots of hanging out with various friends this week. After watching Brothers and Sisters last week, I think the term was coined well "man fast" so that shall be the name I will use for this time of not dating. I haven't done any dating in well over a month now..thinking I may not date for a few more months..but I haven't decided for certain yet. Really, right now I just haven't been worrying about it and it is nice. I think I could do without all the dating and the heartbreak, but I suppose where my worry is concerned is of being single and not meeting anyone..ever. It seems like it is so easy for everyone around me...it seems to fall into place and the first people they meet..that's it. It is wonderful for them..but disheartening for me. With all that being said..I am trying to focus on myself..and feeling better and content. I am enjoying sleeping in the center of the bed, watching whatever I want, laying on the couch when I want and going on trips wherever and when I want to.:-) I also went and worked out today. With my sporadic working out 20 minutes on the eliptical machine is extremely difficult. Goal for the week: work out everyday. If I do this then I know I will be able to build up my working out more.