I am so exhausted tonight and perhaps that is why I am feeling a bit emotional. Today was a long day at work. I get so frustrated when I think about men. (insert growl here). My experiences with men over the past few years has led me to a few conclusions. First I am a dang good back-up girl. I am great to have there for advice, for daily companionship...etc..etc. Second, I don't know if I can trust my instincts and emotions anymore. What looks like a dog, sounds like a dog, feels like a dog may still be a cat in the eyes of the male gender. Men have to learn the impact of emotional intimacy with a woman and the power of it. Third when I meet a man who appreciates me fully for who I am- a girl with no sense of direction that will not think twice of going to a foreign country alone, someone who is tends to be a few minutes late, a girl who loves who makes dense off the wall statements (see previous blog entries for examples..i.e. i applied to transy) but is still intelligent nonetheless, someone who will make you laugh at one breath and cry at the next, someone who is a realistic and believes in communication is the key to relationships, a girl who is anxious and does not hesitate to share thoughts and emotions - then I will marry him (of course taken into account that there is some attraction and he meets other criteria:-).