Well, I made a decision at work..I decided to take the more day hours..i.e. 10a-8pm. It ended up only being around a dollar pay cut, so I decided that was the best decision for me. It meant of course that I stepped down as supervisor, hence a demotion. Everyone is being like congrats..etc. We should through me a demotion party..haha.:-) Congrats on going backwards on the career ladder. Haha. I am happy about the decision..I just think it is sort of funny in that respect.

Love. Well, my myspace song is back to kerosene. I heard the song on Saturday and the words "I'm giving up on love, cause love's giving up on me" never rang so true. That is exactly how I feel these days. I have decided that I am maybe just not the "fall in lovable" type of girl. I am the girl that will crack you up, I am the girl that is a wonderful friend....I am that girl that you stalk(yes...unfortunately)...but perhaps I am just not that girl that you fall in love with. This seems to be a target issue. Not that I can change it, but just an observation. I worry so much about this and that. Well, you know what it doesnt' really matter. I seem to meet one guy who thinks there is too much city in me..then the next guy thinks there is too much country. I am a mixture of alot of things and I am who I am. The bottom line is none of that matters if I was someone that they were to "fall in love" with. Perhaps this is the issue. I seem to have set up camp in the "friend zone". That's me..your good friend Jessica. (don't get me wrong..i love my friends..but you get where I am going with this). I should go to bed now before this becomes anymore depressing.