Ever wonder what happens to those bullies from childhood? Well..they don't disappear..they grow up and sometimes become your boss. That tells you how work is going. An ant under a magnifying glass..that is how I feel..and I don't know how much longer I can deal with it. I just don't understand people who are so insecure with themselves that they always have to have someone to try to scrutinize and make their life miserable..I have seen it done for 3 years..and I guess I am just now on the receiving end of it. And it is not all in my head..that has been confirmed. Know of any good jobs..for the love..please send them my way. I am tempted to quit and waitress again. I just don't care.

Great day today..great day as you can tell. Confirmed that I am to watch my every move at work, heartbroken, and feeling more lost than ever. I feel so lost as to what direction to go. Everything continues to seem to confirm that something needs to change..down to my job.

Lesson of the day: men require soap when they shower. Not body wash..soap. Funny..I would never have thought of that. Once upon a time I used only bars of soap..but now I have become the picture of a girly girl when it comes to bath products..along the way the bar of soap went MIA.