You know what I love? I love orange gatorade. I tend to go through stages of things I like to drink..orange juice, apple juice, coke is a constant..but I am enjoying the gatorade these days. I am getting in from work tonight. I am feeling somewhat stuck today. Stuck..in my mood...at my job...in my love life...in my routines...in this town. Just one of those days. I know there are things I can change..and some that I can not. Someone said to me that I could change my love life. Not so much. If I go on one more boring, bad date..or get let down one more time I think I will scream. I attempted the text message to let's call him country boy. No response. Not really shocked...but disappointed. He is one that I could get smitten for. I think part of my down mood is lack of social interaction. I feel like my days off are mostly spent alone and that could truly drive me crazy! I feel like everyone in my life is so busy and caught up in their own lives. It is kind of sad. Sometimes I wonder what lesson God is treating me by this funk that I am currently experiencing. Oh well. I am missing my little Kaden miserably right now. He is still at home and it is still going to be several days until I can go get him. At least my house is starting to smell decent though.:-)
Past mid-twenties
looking aimlessly


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