I am exhausted. Why am I not in bed? Well, I am finishing up some odds and ends and then I will crash. I didn't get home from work until late. You ever wonder how seemingly normal people just crack one day? Imagine me..getting off work two hours late...5 am mind you...and I am excited because I can get McDonalds breakfast...because let's be honest..when else am I up in time to get it? I get there..its like 4:57 and they are like we are still serving from our night menu. So I was like...how much longer will it be...5 minutes...so I wait..and then place my order. Ok...then I get there with my credit card and they are like we don't take credit cards..what!?*! You do ever other time of the day..and I don't see a sign saying otherwise. Well, they tried my card and for some reason it worked. Really..if it hadn't....who knows. I can understand people snapping sometimes.:-)

Hmm...so I think I shouldn't date until my self esteem is better..this is my new conclusion. It is a bad thing when I am wondering what I have to offer someone. I mean I am either too dumb or too smart...too country or too city...i am too cultured or not cultured enough...i am too liberal...or too conservative (yes...this would be said by some). Frustration...frustration. I am going to close down my profiles this weekend. I am talking to a few people..and will continue to see if those go anywhere..but other than that...going to go MIA again for a bit from the dating scene. I am forcing myself to go on a lunch date tomorrow. Wish me luck...first sorta kinda date in a looooooooooong time. On another random note...isn't it funny how you can get your heart broken or feeling hurt when you are not even dating that someone? Love is strange...yeah..yeah. (song from Dirty Dancing) On that note..I will end.