Again, having trouble sleeping..even though I am exhausted. Just have some things on my mind I suppose. So, by tomorrow I will probably have a profile up on match.com...I know it is so exciting (not). In honor of my plunging back into the scary depths of internet dating...I thought you would enjoy what would be a brutally honest profile message on match.

Very emotional white female with limited patience who is still hung up on someone else seeks companionship in an effort to move on. Looking for someone to eventually marry that will be willing to give me lots of little babies...let's be honest the biological clock is ticking faster each day. Will be major bonus points if you are Irish or have significant Irish heritage. (long story on that one). I am on here because my heart is a bit broken at the moment and all my friends are paired up or getting married. Steady finances are a neccessity to finance my travel and photography hobbies (and so I can stay home with the kids till they go to school). Please no "failure to launch" men, freaks, or scrubs (scrub is the guy that can't get no love from me..sing along). Must be willing to be my doggie daddy...in need of some discipline for my current dog Kaden. Must be handy around the house...we are talking heavy duty here...and ability to work on a car with be nice too. An ability to handle my emotional outbursts and verbal vommiting of my feelings on a weekly..if not daily basis....and understand that growling is second nature to me. Must meet all the above criteria...and more...plus give me butterflies and kisses to die for. No hook-ups please: potential mates only needed.

What do you think? I could either put the picture with the oar above my head or the weird tan line one...which would reel them in more do you think? Haha. I think this would make them men run faster than the other. To be honest the profile I typed up was very candid and honest. If I feeling especially brave I may post the link to my real profile when it is "approved" and up and running. Why am I doing the torture again? Well, first I am lonely and want to meet new people. Second, where else am I going to meet them? And third well...I am hung up on a "friend" and need to move on..whether I want to or not. To be quite honest I don't but life doesn't always work the way you want it to, does it? Looking back, and thinking on this current situation...I get so frustrated with the timing of things. I feel like I have met some wonderful men who could had made great companions...at the wrong time. Or when things get in line...they have a girlfriend (i.e. I would move to another country but...no there's that stinkin' girlfriend). Sometimes I just feel like I get the shaft when it comes to relationshipz and that time and timing are NOT on my side. I feel like its this race that I have to get in...even if all my training is not completed. Make sense? O.k. enough ranting for now.