So..the count down to my little vacation has started. Just two more days of pure madness and then I get to fly off for a week. Wow..do I sure feel like I need it right now. Paying what I feel like is a lot for a dog sitter. She sounds really nice and this is what she does...she even lets some fo the dogs sleep with her..which I am sure that Kaden will demand. I suppose she will either love or hate him. Perhaps that is a career option...I could just become a permanent dog sitter. That's a bit odd too...sort of feel like I would be crazy dog girl. But then I am thankful that there is someone out there doing it..so I can leave the little punk in trusted hands. (Of course I know that there are many of you out there dying to keep him..thanks for all the offers..ha..ha)

Jokingly my coworker tried to set me up with the pill user across the hall today. He was hot I will give her that, but I don't think I could deal with an substance abuser....it is a very, very tough thing to kick. Haha...yeah...so we have to pass time at work somehow. Work was long and busy today. And I was annoyed at my hair all day...I opted to sleep another hour on my damp hair..never a good idea. I tell you...I am mucho self-conscious about my weight and appearance in general, but there are a few things that I like about myself: my eyes and my hair...so when either is funky...it ruins part of my mood alll day. Random I know, but true.

As a therapist, I talk to people about the connections between thoughts - feelings - behavior. They are interconnected and some people like to focus on others more than the rest. Sometimes I would like to throw out the thought....why do people (including myself) have to be rational all the time? I am not always rational..as many of you are probably thinking..but an event occurred recently that makes me not want to think..but just deal with feelings. Vague...and random...I know.

Yeah taking the makeup portions of the mama jama test that I failed two sections of earlier this year. No, I am not going back to the PhD program but retaking the sections will allow me to get the other degree easier and faster. It is on Wednesday...and trust me I need your best wishes on it.