I am tired and have bills that I need to pay before going to bed, but I thought I might ramble a bit on here. Have eaten all my favorite foods in the past few days...italian, mexican, and indian. Yeah...so now that Megan is leaving, I need to put the "smack down" on myself and buckle down (even during my trip next week). I realized I have two months to lose some weight for lisa's wedding...and I need to get on that. Today..we didn't find anything (that is Megan...as I am not looking for a prom dress contrary to the fact that evidently I appear to be 17). Luckily a dress was found and placed on hold yesterday..so it's all good to go.

With the money that my grandparents gave me for my birthday, I purchased some perfume. I am sort of reverting to the old days...I bought some Jessica McClintock. A bit old school I guess, but I really do still like it. It is light and flowery..which should be good as spring is starting to be in the air. Although, according to Josh he doesn't like it..perhaps I reeked throughout high school. Too late now, because I got it..so therefore I will wear it. In general I am a big fan of perfume..although not as much as purses. Anyways if you around me and I stink..please let me know.:-)

Some random thoughts about love and dating in general. As much as I hate the whole dating cycle, you know it really does help you see things that you are seeking in a significant other that maybe you didn't realize before. For instance, I rant and rave about the importance of the companionate portion of the relationship..but there has to be a spark there too. Let's be honest there's is nothing like kissing someone who makes your knees go weak and a kiss that you feel from head to toe. (Now..maybe some people are lucky and the very first person they meet is like this..but I doubt it..and let's be honest I have kissed 95% frogs for those 5% moments). Also just other mannerism and important things..I don't know..I don't want to start being specific on here because then people might like be "oh that's me", but I guess I am having an "ahah" moment that there is a reason for the madness known as dating. Oh, but don't be decieved...I am still bitter and angry. Just so you know.