One day off is clearly not long enough. I slept a good portion of the day..as is standard with my days off...especially when I did not fall asleep till daylight anyways. Had big plans today of getting my house clean and laundry....didn't quite accomplish that. Oh well...did give Kaden a bath, work a bit on my photography website and at least get the dishes done. I hate coming home to a dirty house after work! Oh well...since I am going to work at the crack of dawn for me (i.e. 8 am)..I should get home early enough to do some things tomorrow. Although I am skeptical about how productive I will be at work seeing as I am still wide awake..and won't get much sleep. Oh well...they are the ones who asked me to come in at that time... I ended up spending time talking with friends. I have been going to my friends with my drama..so I spent some time helping my friends sort through some of their dramas. I am extremely thankful to have such wonderful friends in my life.
I took the plunge and upgraded to digital. This camera is so wonderful...poor Kaden has been putting up with me taking pictures of him so I can play around with everything. Two weddings scheduled now...fun times.
So, let's go for the con list of returning to school full time next year.
1. I might be completely miserable. (haven't enjoyed the classes I have been taking this year AT ALL).
2. 3 years is a long time....I mean I could be a lawyer or anything I wanted to be in that time.
3. Will it make me happy?
4. May waste lots of loan money.
5. It could turn into 4 years..yeah...all it takes is me not getting into the right class.
I have been talking to many friends about this issue. To be honest, most I can hear in the tone of the voice that they think it is completely crazy for me to stop at something I have put so much time into already. One person asked me a good question..and that is what I would like to be doing 3 years from now. To be honest, the thought of doing photography over psychology 2 years from now makes me much happier. I just don't know..it is such a big decision. Or is it really? Sigh. Today i am 60/40..leaning towards no school.
Men...just a few notes on them. Men complain about women being incredibly hard to figure out...that is nothing compared to women trying to figure men out. Never got a call from ole baseball boy. Got random emails and text messages..but no calls. Sketchy..sketchy. Makes me think there may be a girlfriend or something. It is so hard to meet someone that you feel comfortable around and that makes you want to smile when you think of kissing them....what movie was that where the popping of the foot was suppose to distinguish something? Anyways, all I am saying is that it is hard to come by...so you have to find that..plus make sure that you have everything else in common. My dears..this is not an easy task..not easy at all. Recently I found one half..but not the other I suppose. Oh well....should go to bed now.


0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home