Before I crash for the night, I thought I would share a bit of how things are going for me. To be honest I am feeling a bit down...matters of the heart of course. I am a bit heartbroken. I think something I thought may have had a future may not work out. Dating, meeting new people..whatever you want to call it is such a frustrating process...the circle of pain (see earlier blog entries for explanation). I am so tempted to just give up..perhaps live in a life of solitude...well as solitude as it can be with my hyperactive dog. How hard can it be to meet someone? My family and others sometimes state that I am too picky, however rest assured that it has all been rather condensed. I am no longer looking for mr. perfect...who's description has changed over the years...now I am just looking for someone who wants to be with me...who accepts me and all my idiosyncrasies. I want to love and be loved in return..how difficult can this be? I mean, really, everyone around me seems to be able to manage this simple task. I am not expecting to meet the love of my life and get married tomorrow....(although it feels more and more like that is what everyone around me is doing)...but I am just wanting to meet someone with whom I can build a relationship.

Have thought that maybe I should start a website goodcatch.com (although don't really type that in...because some interesting things may pop up). This could be a place where people such as myself and some others that I know can go to meet other "good catches" that may be overlooked. Of course there would be certain criteria..such as not living at home still, a job..etc. Oh well. Sorry for the downer!