At what point do you start to wonder if it is just your timing or actually you? See I have experienced over the years (as has another friend..you know who you are) this thing that no matter when I plan something it doesn't work out. No granted I did have alot of people show up for my "puppy warming"..so perhaps the summer works better for me, but I have had similar negative show-ups in the summer. It is a shame because I love hosting people..but I just don't seem to have good luck in getting people to actually show up. Oh well..I did have 3 people come tonight..and we had a good time hanging out. I had lots of food left over..of which I forced people to take so it would not be in my house. On the same note, I made my first thing of chili and I think I did a pretty good job if I do say so myself. Everyone seemed to like it...or at least they said. (Side note: lots left to anyone in Lexington who wants any). I am back on the Jenny Craig wagon..which means it will have to sit in my refrigerator..today was the only day I am allowing myself any off time.

So how did I do on that stinkin' test..well not so great. I am doing some "additions" to an answer tomorrow to see if I can fix it to their liking and then the other section I failed. I am a bit frustrated that I failed that section because I think I should have had the chance to remediate or fix it if you will. Between school and work, I tell you...I wouldn't mind running from the field of psychology as fast as I can. Yes, work...it is just stressing me out and increasing my blood pressure these days. Can't pin point what has changed, but I think it is a combination of the dynamics of the office and just a general apathy about the job. The place is sucking the empathy completely out of me..and that is the very thing that drives my job there. I need to care about what I am doing to be effective as a counselor.

Matters of the heart....well nothing negative to report there. I am still seeing the same guy (who also has a blog as some of you have figured out). Would say more...but someone else might read it... hmmm...so we'll just leave it as I am still happy with where things are.