Another one bites the dust..duh.duh..duh..(sing it to figure out what the duh's are)

Yeah, so I guess that isn't the nicest way to put it, but let's be honest that is how it feels at times. So, congrats go out to Natalie who got engaged this weekend. I am genuinely excited for her. Jason and Natalie seem wonderful together...so I am happy for them. I guess there is a bit of sadness present at what seems to be a closing on a certain stage of our lives. To be quite honest, I am just now getting to the point where I sometimes feel like an actual adult. Many times I still feel as young as ever...a child trying to live in an adult world. What is sad is many of my girlfriends are very much like sisters to me and looking towards marriage means many of them moving away..and it also means that they are moving into a stage of their lives where I am not yet. I am fine with not being there yet, but I suppose it would be nice if we could all arrive at that point together at the same time..haha. I was talking with Stacey and we were discussing the perfect idea of us all living on a suburb street together...sort of like Desperate Housewives minus the drama. I know funny thought. I guess it sort of feels like I am losing my best friends. That may be irrational, but I know as they enter different stages of their life..where I am not..things will change. Sigh..I know this was inevitable...but it seems to have occurred overnight. I mean..really...looking at this time last year everyone was so not paired up and if they were it was not at a point of looking at marriage. I am happy for all my friends who are finding happiness, but I am sad too for the part of our lives that will be left behind. (And I a quick seeing my future as Bridget Jones sitting at the table will all the smug couples).

Ok..off that tangent. I am sitting at school just having finished my remediating of the other section. I had failed the section, but after an appeal, I got to remediate. (Basically get a second shot) I will see on Friday how I did one my second shots. My blood pressure is high these days and being a general pain in my neck. I am hard core back on Jenny Craig (grumble)...and I know I must start integrating exercise. Kaden still has not discovered the Christmas tree...and I hope that it stays that way. Would someone please come potty train my dog?? He is driving me nuts. Must budget money to take the punk to doggie school. Oh well...