So, I am officially moved. I must say that I really like my new apartment...although moving was a pain trying to do it in between everything else...work, etc. I now live in Oak Grove apartments...essentially 3 minutes away...big move I know..haha. No, I am feeling a bit guilty about spending more money on an apartment, but you know I really like the place and I feel completely safe here. Kaden is a bit freaked out being in a new place. He is worrying me a bit in that he doesn't seem to be eating well yet. Yeah, he also ate an imodium ad the other night..had to call the emergency doggie line to make sure that he wasn't going to die. He lived to share the tale and I am sure that he will continue to eat anything odd that he finds.

Work is work. It has been stressful recently. I just am feeling a bit burned out by the place at the moment. Need a few days with no calls or contact at all. A little hard for that to happen though when I am supervisor on-call..hmmm. I have a HUGE test this Friday, so that is what I am doing the next 3 days...I am studying, studying, and studying. I must be one with counseling psychology until the end of the week. I feel like I should be more concerned than I am, but alot of it I feel like I should already know and it should be ingrained by this point...we shall see on Friday I suppose. If I do fail..I think they give me one more chance...I think.

Yeah, so I am still talking with the same guy. What to share and what not to share..this is the question. (notice I threw out a high school label there "talking"). It is so hard to know how to label things because everyone defines things differently. Anyways, we are getting to know one another if you will. I suppose the easiest way to describe it is by just saying he is someone that I can think and it makes me smile..even when I am crazy busy at work. It is the fun stage of getting to know someone. I did a bit of my "verbal vomitting" tonight and shared concerns I had. To be quite honest, I am just not used to not having a guy run after a week..that I don't know how to react...so I do with some paranoia. I guess over the past few days I have been wondering if perhaps he is still around because of some obligation or "charity case"...meaning because it is the nature of a set up...someone setting up mutual friends. So, of course I blurt these thoughts out without thinking first...in typical Jessica fashion. He was a bit speechless..which is rare for him (yes..I think he talks just as much as I do)..but I think from his reaction that (?maybe?) that is not the case. Getting to know someone can be fun..but you know it can also have its stressful moments. By this I mean, the overanalyzing things you said and/or did. Those moments...like in Dirty Dancing "I carried a watermelon" times. Those times when you are like..yeah..not so slick (although..am I ever slick..let's be honest). I had one of those moments tonight. So, yeah, I kissed him on the cheek. Now the kiss on the cheek can be a complicated thing. Some people kiss everyone on the cheek and it is no big deal..so why do I feel like it was the most awkard moment ever? Yeah, "so I carried a watermelon". Fun times, fun times. (For those of you who don't understand...you should go rent Dirty Dancing and watch it today). I will stop rambling and go to bed now so that I wake up energized and ready to soak up all the knowledge of psychology that I can find...yeah...off to bed now.