Yes..the time is correct it is 5am. The hours I work are quite crazy these days. What is new in my life? I went to Minnepolis this past week and had a great time visiting my "best guy friend" Josh. It is a really pretty city...it manages to have many places where you feel like you are not even close to a large city..yet oops..there it is on the horizon. Of course I went to the Mall of America..then we did alot of random things...it was fun. Pictures will come soon when I get around to scanning them.

Work is work as usual. The good thing about my job is being able to leave it at work. Each night I clock out....get in my car, turn up the music and sing at the top of my lungs...while doing some dancing...all the way home. You think I am joking..but I am not. So, it is quite possible that someone I just assessed could be in car beside of me..thinking, and that who is made the decision about my mental well-being? However..let's be honest..not too many people on the road at 3 am. It is becoming my "ritual" to destressing as I drive home. I am applying for a new position there...will announce the details when I discover if I get the position.

Changed the title of my blog...I think it explains itself. I am finding that I am learning more and more about myself each day that I did not know..or fully realize before. It is interesting. I thought the title of my blog should somewhat reflect that...ok I am just beginning to BS.

I have ventured out and I am trying the whole online dating thing again. Yes, my profile is out there on cyberspace. Do I think I am going to meet my "mate" on there? Probably not...but who knows right? I never know what to put...if I put exactly what I wanted it would read: If you have any major mental concerns or still live at home with your parents...please move on. Must be honest, single, unattached, no children, not a punk, not a freak...no control issues...must have your own life..must have a job..must have some motivation and no weird fetishes. I will not be your therapist, your piggy bank, or your mat to walk on. Bonus points to those of you who are foreign (major points for the Irish), like to travel, and will be willing to look at the pictures I take at a decent pace, and who are not gay (your sexual preference is completely your choice..but I have a history of getting crushes on pre-coming out of the closet guys) Must be religious, but have fairly liberal polital views. Must be handy around the house...and since I can't cook that could be a plus too. No negotiations on this: must love my dog Kaden. My guy will like me for who I am and simply pass the shout wipes when I spill something on me. Last I am a counselor, I will be a psychologist one day..just deal with...I am not going to "psychoanalyze you". What do you think? Yeah...it would get no responses. It would be funny to see though..wouldn't it?

I do believe that I have rambled enough for tonight...so I will sign off now.