Song of the day: You give love a bad name

Sad times tonight. I am feeling down because I went majorly off the diet this weekend...still continue to feel sad about a someone...and now don't know what to do with my short-term future. I do not have a full time job at the Ridge as of today and I don't know if or when a position is going to come open. So here is the options that have been going through my mind:
1. Pursue photography stuff while working at the Ridge part-time
2. Find a teaching job ( looking into positions at LCC)
3. Suck it up and look through the paper and take a major pay cut
4. Chill out and wait out the Ridge since I have enough hours through July
5. Move and work in a foreign country (always a wonderful option:-)
6. Make money singing karoke fancy..haha
7. Waitress again..maybe...at Cracker Barrel...not!
8. Do absolutely nothing and pretend that I get paid for laying by the pool.
9. Require a fee for everyone that wants to pet my absolutely adorable dog Kaden...and trust me that would be alot.:-)

O.k. so I am stuck. Where do I go and what do I do? I am trying to keep my major goals in mind: take a BREAK from school and get refreshed...while also being able to pay my bills. Hmm... decisions...and stress. And of course you know me...I am stressing and worrying over this.

I am so tired of being sad and single. I spent a significant time looking through the dating services online again tonight and for a moment debated rejoining. The problem is that I don't feel like I can just jump back into something because unknowingly I got my heart too involved in this last "situation". Can we make time pass and have my Prince Charming sitting on my doorstep? I long so much for companionship...and someone with who I can relate.

O.k. just for fun you should check out this website http://postsecret.blogspot.com/
Thanks to Josh for always discovering the rare and fun things in life.:-)