Sad news: my aunt Jewell passed away last week. She had been battling cancer for 8 years, but had not told anyone in the extended family. I went up for the visitation on Friday. It was sort of strange because I only knew 3 or 4 people there. I was introducing myself to my first cousins at age 24. They all seem really nice. It is so unfortunate that my father's side of the family doesn't really do much together collectively. I was glad that I had the chance to go up for it though.

Last night I went to the Keith Urban concert. We had WONDERFUL seats (thanks to Stacey:-) and of course the performance was fantastic. He puts on a great show. This upcoming Saturday I am going with the girls to Chris Cagle/Rascal Flatts. Lots of country concerts for me.

How am I doing?? O.k. I guess. I am still feeling overwhelmed and emotionally and physically fatigue. I have to start taking better care of myself. I am disgusted with my weight and appearance. I can not stand it. I am trying to take some steps, but it is a hard thing for me. I have a friend who is willing to help me and serve as a "weigh in" accountability. My big thing is trying to incorporate exercising this week. I am miserable and have to do something about it. I have a multiple choice test this week for the first time in years...fun times. I know you would think multiple choice better than essay..but I would take an essay test any day over mc. Anyways, I am going to go study a bit before my client..then class.